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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Fobia lagiii....!

Mind is messy now.

Since two days can't sleep deeply..always dreamed the same nightmare. Arggh!

Ya Allah..pe dah jd ngn aku ni. It's juz a human, not ghost!

Pesal aku takut niii...

Ni sume gara2 satu pg yg hening..dingin..k aku je yg fresh coz br pas mandi n gosok gg. huhu..
Like usual, wake up early to be in lab on time. Kne tunjuk org muslim semangat, bukan layu cam melayu ( Yeah..i'm Malay muslim:) )

Aku melangkah kuar bilik ari tu ngn penuh semangat skali..huhu..mane xnye..sampel bio-oil dah siap, tinggal nk analyze je. Semasa nk lintas jalan across the road to my faculty (FST), keta byk plak nk lintas kt jalan tu..ish..mulut aku dah kumat kamit mengeluh.ish3. But suddenly...huuuuuuhh... ade satu mamat motor ni..bwk pelan je dpn aku..uwaaa...skali pandang x ubah cam muka dia. Ya allah...jantung cam nk tercabut je time tu.

Mujur i've got little energy, trs acroos d road without mention if there still cars. Byk kali aku mengucap...kalo ajal kt ctu, aku redha..matikan aku dalam iman ya Allah.

Then sejak tu samapai la ni, fobia x ilang2 lg. Uwaaa...sampai bile?? I've to find the way out. I'm so depressed in this situation. Can't sleep, eat a lot, always negative thinking and so sensitive!

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